Dear dark side,
I wanted to kill you, but you will always be a part of me. The special one, magical. But also the saddest and the darkest. The most hidden. The part, which keeps the most colorful fantasies, all alternative lives. But also every time my heart got broken and I felt alone in my suffering. All times when I got hurt and felt lost. My biggest fears, my shame and guilt. All tears and sleepless nights. All people I once loved. Moments full of longing, thirst, lust. I got lost in darkness. It was too paintfull. I can’t live like this any longer(…)
J
diary, 03.19
bye
